Thursday, October 2, 2014

introspection

introspection
the fatt man hooked his sizable thumbs into his belt loops they would not fit into the belt or under the belt they are just two ham hocks he smiled the crooked smile they all wear them lopsided like its not really there it would not dare to seem a nice face to anyone so dumb and the side kick fellow was the same only worse they each faced me off and smiled right back at me like wolves intent on a delivery of food he can see into my draw string bag give us the peanut butter NO eye cried eye bought the jar at the PubliX store its for my lunch not to slop them hoggs and my wasp spray can was interesting to the men they wanted it to ruin it to spray the thing away I use it to spray the misquitoes away and its just a found thing no money is involved but its a real intent of mine to get inside and later to get out without losing any clout eye dont share my things like a boy in a playground and they are not really serious they are only making funn at me because it gives them some sort of UNholy pleasure to be mean with friends like these eye wont have many enemies smiling today at my introspection

Sunday, September 21, 2014

Aware Off

Aware Off

September 19, 2014 at 1:07pm
iif this is the way eye write when eye am damaged and hurt what might eye have been what might eye have becomeiif this is the way eye write when eye am damaged and hurt what might eye have been what might eye have become

Aware Off
Aware Off
do you strain your brain to try to see the infinite universe do you have a mental picture of all those points of light in the sky the stars spinning as suns with planets like our own why would a Living God make a Universe like this and only one Life Giving Planet Earth but you see it might be it might be it might be only we in this Universe a boy might try to pull a cloud full of rain down from the sky and squeeze it like a sponge to drink his fill me up inside but there is a reason this wont work he might get hurt the cloud is cold to his touch and full of hurt the electric light might touch his hand and short him out he might get hurt from ice in the cold touch of the cloud there is no life in the cloud is only fire and ice no water safe to drink the boy is just a boy and not a man to reach the cloud with hands so full of time a man would use the cloud to flush his head of signs and problems of the past just rinse the fate and step over to the cloud to ease the worth of all there is the grace of living after death the cloud is stuck in the sky and fixed to be there on high it will not do our bidding it will not be a used in the hand for fitting in the mouth of a boy or a man the hand will not move the cloud at all in a dream the cloud is mine to squeeze the cloud is mine in a day dream is it written that the SUN and the Earth is the only place in the Universe where life is allowed to dwell there is no need to visit other stars the rocks are only granted lights up end the sky no life is ever formed on heights but only misty ground is found the clay and then the sight of day the soul is hardly ever found the future of the world is hidden in the cloud
Aware Off